Micro,
Seriously your last statement makes me think, is all you are looking for is validation or justification of
your complaints? Do you need or want some pity from members here? Do you want someone to agree
with you.
I feel for your injury. I am sad you feel as if your life is seemingly down and out. I feel for anyone who suffers
needlessly. I dont ever offer sympathy or pitty. Empathy yes. In my life I have seen so much needless self
inflicted suffering in dealing with drug addicts and alcoholics that I may have become desensitized to it.
When I see that someone can change their outlook by adressing a particular problem. As I see it you caused
a physical issue due to an emitional issue. You agree with lots of people on that. Work on the physical aspect with
a doctor. Work on the emotional issues with a therapist, councilor, pastor whatever.
That being said, stop agreeing then say but I need validation or whatever..... then an excuse comes out.
I get it you are hurting on the inside and on the outside.
Seriously its rough that you injured your pecker. I hope that gets cleared up and solved for you so you can focus on
the underlying emotional issues.