TOPIC: I have a small penis and erectile dysfunction. I have been feeling recently. How to make average?

i started test theraphy via injections this week and i noticed on my first shot a big increase in sex drive and all.

I\'ve never used steroids but was heavily involved in weight training for 7 years of my life so I was around it a lot. My roommate was using test and I was giving him the injections throughout his cycle. His libido increased a shit load while on test. It seemed to really ramp up his appetite also. I remember being like \"dude don\'t you ever get full?\" He responded with \"nah, I usually just quit eating cause I get tired of chewing.\" Lol

He then ran a cycle of test & deca. That destroyed his libido completely and it took him a long time to recover.

Doesn\'t steroids make your penis smaller?

Are you serious?? Thats no different than asking if steroids would make your head smaller.

Well I don\'t know. I\'ve always heard it does.

Micro,
I am moved by your story, for only if i can feel your emotional distress.

I would like you to feel better. PMMA can do that for you. However you need to understand the risks and also understand that you\'re still going to feel small.

Read the various threads and when you\'re ready and have the money to do it, go and get a few rounds of PMMA.

Good luck micro,

P.s. I would give up on length. It just doesn\'t matter anyways. Too risky,, unreliable gains, injury. It isnt worth it. Plus, no girl will ever tell you that you have a small one if you\'re packing 6EG. Any that give you guff will stop if you start pounding

jd123 wrote: I\'ve never used steroids but was heavily involved in weight training for 7 years of my life so I was around it a lot. My roommate was using test and I was giving him the injections throughout his cycle. His libido increased a shit load while on test. It seemed to really ramp up his appetite also. I remember being like \"dude don\'t you ever get full?\" He responded with \"nah, I usually just quit eating cause I get tired of chewing.\" Lol He then ran a cycle of test & deca. That destroyed his libido completely and it took him a long time to recover.

this is testosterone presribed by the doctor to bring my levels up not the illegal stuff most use cause those are like horse levels lol

and i wont be using deca or winstral or anything like that with it as i am doing this to bring back my t level the right way for stamina, energy, libido, and all the other things having low test takes away from.

also NO test doesnt shrink ur Dick

SpankAss wrote:

jd123 wrote: I\'ve never used steroids but was heavily involved in weight training for 7 years of my life so I was around it a lot. My roommate was using test and I was giving him the injections throughout his cycle. His libido increased a shit load while on test. It seemed to really ramp up his appetite also. I remember being like \"dude don\'t you ever get full?\" He responded with \"nah, I usually just quit eating cause I get tired of chewing.\" Lol He then ran a cycle of test & deca. That destroyed his libido completely and it took him a long time to recover.

this is testosterone presribed by the doctor to bring my levels up not the illegal stuff most use cause those are like horse levels lol

and i wont be using deca or winstral or anything like that with it as i am doing this to bring back my t level the right way for stamina, energy, libido, and all the other things having low test takes away from.

also NO test doesnt shrink ur Dick

Actually underground test isn\'t \"horse levels\" of test. It\'s the amount of that test you inject. Most trt from a doc is around 200-250mg every two weeks to keep consistent blood levels. Just watch if you go on it long term your rbc count can get very high and put you at risk for strokes. If this does ever arise you can donate blood to bring them back down. That\'s what I do ever six weeks I donate a pint of blood.

The reason some guys on cycle take so long to recover is they don\'t use pct (post cycle Therapy) to get their body back to normal stasis and to combat estrogen.
If your taking shots every other week you should have no issues.

If you have peyronies or think you might, you should also read this site - www.peyroniesforum.net/

Many urological disorders overlap and can include symptoms that you describe...and a lot is discussed there and sorted out. There aren\'t any pictures here, so I guess you can read those here (wow - I think my journal is probably one of the only ones on the whole internet that shows the Peyronie\'s progression from hell).

If you have a testosterone problem, at your age, usually docs prescribe clomid at 25 mg every other day... but that\'s very rare unless you had a pituitary problem underlying it (you\'d need a blood test for that too).

I was always amazed at the guys whose dicks were totally fucked up on the peyronie\'s board and they were so calm about the whole thing... most were over 50 and married, but I think it affects single guys under 40 way more psychologically to have these problems.

So, while your emotional reaction is pretty severe, it\'s not really a surprise. If this happened to me at 21, I\'d be out of my mind. I barely dealt with it at 30. I can\'t believe I am STILL dealing with dick issues now!

Right now I am just focusing on school and continuing to go the gym everyday. Hopefully the next Urologist I see addresses my concerns. If it doesn\'t work out then I\'ll just give up sex and relationships for good. There are worse things in life anyway.

Penis is now like 3 inches semi Erect with awful Girth. It keeps shrinking more and more because I can\'t get erections. Even with a penile prosthesis I will never get back my original size and Girth. Realistically I am going to end up with 4 inches max. All of this is just from using a Penis Pump at 7hgs for 15 mins.

@microcock, I know what you are going through with thoughts of depression and lack of focus. I\'m there now and trying to battle through it. It\'s difficult, but turn to some of the veterans on the board like messageman and GrandeSurgery.
The best advice I got was take a breath, step back, relax. Don\'t rush into anything and don\'t make over generalizations. That\'s what I did, and I\'m trying to battle through it.

I am/was 5.5\" EL with decent Girth. Average, but always wanted more. My primary issue was Flaccid, where I didn\'t have a consistent hang. When I was in bed with women, it made me feel self-conscious, if I wasn\'t hard. Lying naked would stress me out, if they turned over to feel me up. I always said to myself, if there was a surgery to correct this, I\'d do it in a second. Then, the January GQ issue came out with Dr. Elist implant. Thought it was the answer to my prayers. Seemed so easy, almost trendy, with immediate Flaccid gains and eventual EL gains. The article was glowing. I did some research online to different sites (not this one), and his web site/You Tube. No red flags, FDA approved, 95% success rate. It was expensive ($12K), but thought well worth it. I made an appointment immediately, and had the surgery 3 weeks ago. Throughout the process, I heard what I wanted to and ignored concerns around data inconsistencies that should be tighter, given the impact of procedure.

There\'s alot of negative feedback on the implant, and this post isn\'t to go into the pluses and minuses. For some, it may give them the results they are looking for. After 3 weeks, for my own personal situation, I believe the risk of EL loss and silicone feel is greater than any potential gains I may get. As of now, I\'m currently working with Dr. Alter on removing the implant and evaluating any other options. Already blew $13K on the first process and 3 vacation days, now will have to blow 4 more vacation days and incremental cost.

I\'ve struggled focusing on my job, my friends, working out, etc. I have a date tonight, and really don\'t even want to go. That\'s not the right attitude though, and I have to fight my way out. Don\'t over generalize. You don\'t know that you won\'t get your original size back. You\'re guessing and defaulting to the worse case scenario. Don\'t do that. Stay positive! One step at a time....now I need to practice what I preach

@Prezzjr

Good attitude. Despite even having credible reasons to be down, fighting through them will not only prevent you from missing on good opportunities, but will also improve your chances of winning the whole battle (with penile recovery, and to a lesser extent, life).

and p.s. Member \"GrandeSurgery\" is not a forum veteran.

Erections are painful? Where dies it hurt?

are you okay now?