pr2005 wrote: Admittedly I haven\'t read all of your thread but I see some similarities with my situation in the bits that I have. I travelled from the UK to San Diego. I think my first session was 2.5 or maybe even 3 years ago now. I\'ve had 3 sessions in total and I\'m going for my fourth in September.
I had a Circumcision as after my second session even though I could still retract the Foreskin, the Foreskin just didn\'t look natural any more. It looked permanently swollen as if I\'d been pumping or something. Admittedly the shaft does still look like that now years later so I know in my Flaccid state it\'s easy to see I\'ve done something to my Cock. As a gay man it\'s even more obvious as people will compare it to their own. One person asked me outright what I\'d done to my Cock as it looked \'different\' (he\'d never seen my Cock before PMMA by the way so it wasn\'t a before and after type comment). I\'ve also had somebody comment that it looks swollen (in a \'is everything ok\' way).
I have definitely had other people playing with my Cock in a suspicious way, squeezing it, looking at it funny etc as they can see something is different. When Flaccid I can pull the PMMA away from the shaft as you describe, so I try not to let people see/touch my Cock soft as much as I can help it. And when hard if I pull the skin back from the base it\'s definitely very lumpy and bumpy.
In Erect state I would definitely say there has been changes over time. It definitely doesn\'t stay the same long term. Right now when Erect there\'s a few ridges, lumps, bumps etc which is why I\'m going for a fourth session. I must admit I really hoped I wouldn\'t have ever needed a fourth session but a few years in I suspect having PMMA is a lifelong commitment that requires regular work.
One thing that you said which I would totally agree with is that having a thicker Cock has not fixed my problems, which I think many of us imagine it will. I guess my size insecurities have been replaced with other concerns such as can people tell, or further frustration when you see someobody who\'s still bigger than you and they haven\'t even had anything done to theirs. And my day to day life is no more or less happy than it was before.
Do I regret having had PMMA? Yes sometimes I do. If I could go back to the start would I have it done again? Probably not, although that depends on when you ask me. Sometimes I think if I could do it again I\'d have had less injected on my second session (I\'m really sorry but i cant remember concentration, quantities etc now as was a long time ago) as maybe it could have looked more natural now if I did.
By all means I think it\'s totally up to the individual as to if they have it, but it is important to have realistic expectations. As this board is often people straight after the op excited about how much bigger they look, I think it gives a bit of a false impression that may make people choose PMMA without having all of the facts.
Hi pr. thanks for the reply. I have kind of mixed feelings about the whole
PMMA thing now. This second round I had gave me (at least what feels like) much bigger gains than round one and I really love the size. But it\'s come at the cost of the flesh around my shaft now feeling like it\'s kind of locked in place. As an uncircumcised guy I always used to masterbate by sliding my hand up and down and the skin rolls with you, but there\'s very little movement now. I can\'t retract my
Foreskin by pulling my shaft skin back like I used to, I now have to roll it back at the tip, a little like the action you use when you just start putting a condom on. Not sure I\'m explaining it very well. But basically i\'m going to really miss that I think. And it\'s permanent. The permanence of the whole procedure and the worry that if I want things to stay looking good, I\'llve committed to a lifetime of expensive clandestine runs to Prague is cause for concern too.
However, on the other hand, I hooked up with and had sex with a girl last night ( yeah little early I know) and she squirted all over me. That\'s a first.
To update where I\'m at,
I am 8 days post round 2
I\'ve got quite bad itching, especially in the mornings and my wang is a darker more reddish colour. It\'s beginning to worry me a little. Swelling seems mostly to have gone down and I\'ve lost a little size but hardly anything.
All in all, at this point I\'m still happy I had these procedures
To any guys considering having this done, I would say, please think carefully, things wouldn\'t have to have gone much less well for me to have regretted doing this.
It feels a little unfair of me to say that really, now that I have a bigger
Dick in my pants, and certainly i did have a really complex about my size which I have to say I currently resolved, but I\'m sure a sexual therapist or councillor could have gotten me there anyway, and there\'s always the chance that I\'ll just get hung up about whether I,ll be found out.
On that subject, I have a strong suspicion that any girl sucking on my
Dick will know there\'s something different about it. It doesn\'t move like it should.
Anyways guys, be good to yourselves, and your peckers.
