I actually came in the exact same day as you, the 18th at 12pm, and I've been on a similar roller coaster as you. The initial excitement followed by panic, followed by now a kind of acceptance of the process. I'm right there with you man.
My filler/swelling seems to bunch at my base a bit in a ring, although mine is very slight and not really noticeable unless I feel for it. Were you bandaged for a full day after the procedure? The
Hanger didn't work for me so they kept the bandage on for 24 hours--I wonder if that causes the filler to bunch up at the base, right where the bandage ends.
One thing about this process that surprised me was that it seemed more haphazard than I expected. There was no point where I sat down with Dr.
Morales and we discussed what sort of results I wanted and what my options were to get there. I was basically thrust into the OR and had to communicate what exactly I wanted with 3 people staring at my
Dick under bright lights right before getting shot up with anesthesia. I ended up getting what was a lot more filler than I wanted in retrospect, and that can't be undone.
I also found it strange that they recommend the zen
Hanger but don't tell you this until after you arrive so you have to order it and wait a week+ for delivery. Meanwhile, when the
Hanger they provide doesn't work you're told to just bandage... but the bandage definitely scrunches your penis/skin so that doesn't seem good for how the filler settles.
Anyway, I started to regret my decision and e-mailed and Dr. C responded. He was very thoughtful and compassionate, and put me at ease.
At this stage, it's just too early to know what our outcomes are going to be. We're swollen like crazy and things will change a lot over the next few weeks and months. And worrying is pointless anyway. Any decisions we have to make like getting touch ups.... those decisions will come, but not now. Right now, the best thing for our results and our sanity is to just trust and stick to the process we started.
Thousands of guys before us have been on the roller coaster we're on now. The vast majority of them are happy with the results, no matter what problems they had along the way. Chances are we'll be good in the end. Wishing you the best, my brother.